i keep changing my mind. about you. i'm sorry. i'm such a pain in the ass. i know. i'm still trying, you knw, moving on. its hard. but i'll manage, hopefully.
your top friend. i was the third and she was after me. i mean, is tht even real? sigh.
i'm hearing from three sides.
you- i love you and her.
him 1- he loves both and dnt wanna hurt anybody.
him2-he loves her, and doesnt love you.
my head is exploding, but i hv friends. and family. so i'm okay. i am not alone. correct?
Right. sigh.
wait. i love you and him too. so, fair and square? heh. i'm crapping again. whatever. chow.
